lyrics to "i am become"

lyrics to "i am become" 2010.


find me fleeting hope amongst the chaos cancer self aware these words are for nothing like me why do i breathe see feel or think at all
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let narcism dictate my hand as i spit at the reflect of the terror of death in your denial of being organic to mask the truth i'll breathe the horror of isolation familiar sounds give way to a distant heathen swan song
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once so precious once so pure but the thought of you so compromised leaves me utterly repulsed and these thoughts keep distorting what you should mean to me
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misanthropic jesus goes godzilla lasers fired from his cross arm-pieces decimate blind obedience in the hordes of dumb disciples toxic figurehead reeks just the same despite the radiant green glow hushed by the mechanical hum of downtown tokyo what would misanthropic jesus do?
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sever this chord in two a razored divide bequest your fractured design a bleeding portrait of human carving art
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pleasure to meet you you look well with eyes sunken deep in your fucking skull fed once daily by the spoonful pale skin clings to frail bones you slip around amongst the darkness the night your only veil despite your best efforts the world can see the life fade from your fucking corpse
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your words fall down around me a blank stare can’t mask my indifference uninterested and dripping with sarcasm is how i shall remain
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you’ve seen it all before the cum soaked worthless whore the zombied addicts crawl so cast down your fucking judgement on us all but you should keep your words short and sweet cause you’re a drug fucked junkie too
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wade in to slip away no longer anchored by this mortal coil fade in the digital waves break against the skin the digital waves pulse through an empty circuit cold to this world shallow water burial
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thus spoke a dead man posthumously through me we all bleed on secret sacrificial altars
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you’re just a creature of habit with a crown of thorns to adorn your head an ancient fabled halo untangled twine forming the guide from your lost hand to salvage mine fuck you a thousand sickly shades of burden left to comfort me in the absence that is left
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idols pills dread fathoms risks knowledgeable surrender your body lies motionless next to mine silk still dances around your flesh with hummingbird knowledge and hummingbird chance i long to feel your breath on my neck one last time i know your fragile arms can’t reach out to hold me anymore i can feel it on your skin resentment but we can still lie delicately intertwined forever
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like the callous skin of a stonebaby these walls are for you because i’m dead inside